Done

It will die with me unless I write it down

lookin over

our sexiest moments are sleeping

no breakdown yet

proof of my eternal optimism
and overall positivity
yes in the past three and a half months
i have
been a victim of identity theft
as in someone purchased 60K worth of stuff in my name
and now it is just deluge of paperwork and aaaahhhhh
separated from my partner of nine and a half years
sad but true
gotten into a car accident that totally wrecked my car but we all came out in one piece
more crazy paperwork and money down the drain!!
and i am happy and thankful to be alive

Latest inspiration

When i'm up early, or late, I often find myself online looking at the work of inspirational and amazing artists...

I especially like the work of these ladies:

http://www.kotamabouabane.com/melting-words/melt/

http://alishawessler.com/home.html

http://www.gagosian.com/artists/ghada-amer/

enjoy.

flow

I like businesses that don't answer the phone at lunch

Sunglasses are in order
to look at my
tight
shiny
scrubby scrub scrubbed
face

If I Were Mayoress of New York

I would

ban all franchises

establish commercial rent control

crash real estate market and cap rent

ban all public advertising

create more pedestrian only streets

throw city sponsored big parties, lots of music, lots of dance, lots of love

ssshhhhhh

Describing joy is really hard
hard to put into words
the feeling that you feel when you feel joy
it doesn't happen all the time
it's like a fleeting instant kind of thing
that pops up now and again
unplanned
hard to sustain
eventually it kinda fades
no matter how hard you try to keep up
i felt incredibly joyful siting at Le Gamin today
alone.
there it is.
said it.
apart from my kids. pablo. my life. free
being alone i felt free and joyful.
it is really important to be alone.
we can't think if we are not alone.
unless youre that buddhist couple that lives in a yurt
and stays no more than three feet away from each other at all times
and manages
they must hafta mediatate a lot
so they can think
its no wonder
thoreau retreated away to walden pond
and nietzsche et al
ponder solitude
moses, buddha, jesus, mohammed, kafka, rilke
retreated
freedom from constraints
and freedom to engage in desired activities
i however devote a significant amount of time and attention to cultivating relationships
having and raising and spending lots of time with my children definitely contributes
i need to find away to balance my energy
solitude featured by physical isolation, social disengagement and reflection